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JESUS CHRIST, UN-ADD ME ALREADY

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 19:34:42 GMT

I was looking at my "banned list" of all the people I've unadded over the 2 years I've had this livejournal. I started clicking around and noticed most of these people STILL have me added as a friend, so I'm just just going to assume my name still comes up in their friends pages....

SO IF YOU ARE ON THIS LIST, JUST UNADD ME OK? MAYBE THE BOLD, HUGE TEXT WILL CATCH YOUR ATTENTION

vickionline
nemjersatyr
therealjackie
blink182buddha
isie
rogues49
xmas_n_hollis
acceptance
kn1ght5ofn1
birdboys
_see_spot_rock_
mindlessoreo
24_hr_party_ppl
avioletmermaid
pill
call_me_pansy
bill_kush
adams_beauty
5__kate__5
sircouture
br0ken_hearts_x
olive_____face
saltyliquorice
crazyscene
lilahbuffington
kirschblume
xokissandtellxo
trohmaniaaaa
__oohhsnap
xxxdracarys
irideshortbus
jetsetxheart
cocoacamera
sorealithurts
maroonraven
mypenguincanfly
andnightsgrow
thespooklight
subtractingcody
snowandcement
xmangoes
jamcake
jyozeckky
blackoutmemoryx
thatbrokensound
seedsandstars
cashmoooney
sharkteef
sunxkissed410
arlixantic
choke_on_drama
beyourcusack
cobrah
thewentz
angelfeather21
kinky_as_shittt
deathbydarling
retro_xmusiic
lolyouhavecrabs
vivalawhitegrl
metallicalyssa
vegasonacid24_7
nevertoldalie
appleeeshampoo
missbtw
darlingbones
xoc4r3b34rxo

I dont remember who half these people are tbh lol

Either I unadded you because of past friends cuts/you added me without commenting on the friends page/I just didnt like you/abandoned journals/etc. I'm not adding anyone back, sorry.

BTW - you are technically "banned from commenting in this journal," meaning I did that to knock my name off your friends list...but LJ doesnt do that anymore :( You can comment anonymous on this entry if you really want to bitch me out or something

clandestineplot pwned FBR for like 3 days tbh

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 01:59:50 GMT

http://community.livejournal.com/clandestineplot/9409.html
http://community.livejournal.com/clandestineplot/9409.html
http://community.livejournal.com/clandestineplot/9409.html
http://community.livejournal.com/clandestineplot/9409.html
http://community.livejournal.com/clandestineplot/9409.html

LOL SORRY BOOS!

The following people have been cut:

Sat, 26 May 2007 04:04:41 GMT

angelfeather21
birdboys
deathbydarling
heartina_cage
jamcake
letsgoturbo
maroonraven
meteoroid
success
acceptance
saltyliquorice
stoicsweetmint
vivalawhitegrl

Basically, if you were on the list and didnt comment here, I cut you. If you want back on, why? lol either you never commented, havent heard from you in a while, or just disappeared completely. I mean, I'll add you back, its no big deal, just wondering. If you dont care, take me off your list. And when I mean "take me off your list," physically go to your "Edit Friends" page and unclick my username.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!

To: The Haters & The Lurkers

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 15:45:17 GMT

For whatever reason, you all think I'm this huge bitch "with a bad attitude."

Its probably true, if I do not like you. I'm not the type of person to just be nice to you just because. If I don't like you, I'll make sure to tell you. This is the internet and I'm not afraid of you. I won't be a pussy and do it anonymous, I will be logged in (unlike some of you).

......or at least lurks my shit, what really makes me a "know-it-all bitch?" LOL its not the fact that this person called me that b/c I can understand where they are coming from. I mean I'm sorry if I don't spend all my e-time on slash/rping/e-drama gossip. I'm sorry if not everything I type on here isn't related to the flavor-of-the-week band's fandom. If writing about real shit that matter, giving my e-friends advice, cussing you the fuck out b/c you're a dumb broad, etc makes me a know-it-all then alright, I'll accept that term. A lot of my f-list is considerably younger than I am and I like to give them advice because I've been there. I wouldn't snap on anyone for no reason so if I have been a bitch to you 9 times out of 10 you deserved to be put in your place because you do not run shit. Just have the fucking balls to either disagree with what I say, stand up to me whatever. I would respect you SO MUCH more if you did that, I don't care if you agree with me or not. I actually respect the people online who actually have a brain and think for themselves, not follow whoever is the most popular, elite person on lj this week. I'm very opinionated, if you've been on this list you've probably noticed by now. If you cannot handle someone possibly debating with you on something, then STFU and think before you type.

And again if you can't handle it GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.

And for the lurkers who aren't assholes, I don't have a problem with you lurking. Why you want to lurk me of all people, I will never know. I'm not e-famous, I don't know any famous people, and I'm not even very interesting.

VIBE magazine: December 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 21:44:27 GMT

So now that its Winter break, i have time to catch up with reading the magazines i'm subscribed to.

So I open up my VIBE magazine (with Luther Vandross on the cover) and get to page142. This article spoke to me on so many different levels. To put it easily, it was about black people and their relation to punk rock music and this dude James Spooner. He made a indie film AFRO-PUNK and the article was talking about his relationship with punk rock as a black man and all the racism he gets from it (from traditional punk rock kids and black people who don't get it). The article is a few pages long, so I wont type out the whole thing. But i think everyone should read it. VIBE magazine December 2005 issue. It perfectly describes how I feel about my relationship with rock music.

But then I get to this little column in the James Spooner article. I WILL type this out because it is 100% me. Hopefully, you will take the time out of your schedules to click on the lj cut

Oh, and you don't have to be black to identify with the article.

Come as you are
If you're black and you love rock, put your hands up!

There are so many different ways to be who you are as a person of African descent in America, but for some reason, being a sista or brotha who digs on rock aint a good look. Let's face it: If you're black and into rock in 2005, you're labeled a sellout or a wannabe. Blackless, even.

Which is fine if you're a grown-ass dude or woman, because you probably don't care. You understand who founded this rock'n'roll thing, and you're comfortable with who you are. You grew up on Hendrix and Sly & The Family Stone, but you also mess with a little Metallica (Master of Puppets) and a little bit of Black Sabbath (Master of Reality). Radio in the '70s was crazy diverse: You could hear Steely Dan or the Steve Miller Band or Led Zeppelin alongside Stanley Clarke, James Brown, and Kool & The Gang. This is the kind of radio that folks in bands like Bad Brains and Living Colour came up on.

Then hip hop came along in the '80s, and it was so damn powerful because it incorporated a bit of everything. Biz Markie would have the Steve Miller Band all up in his mix ("Nobody Beats the Biz" sampled Miller's "Fly Like an Eagle"), and it was funky in a brand new way. Then radio suddenly became very genre specific. If a song had too many guitars, it wouldn't make it onto "urban" radio (unless you were Run-DMC, who obviously make us all walk their way so viciously).

Colored peeps, can't you see: We have been forced to define ourselves - culturally - based on the organizing principals of radio stations and record stores. Because cash rules everything around us. It's all marketing and the ability to spoon-feed you what they tell you you want. Black people, Ive got something to share: Y'all are the most creative people on Earth, but y'all are even better at consuming. Y'all need to pay tribute to history instead. Remember, they cant sell you something you already own.

To all my young black kids in the rock'n'roll struggle who have to deal with the haters in the 'hood and the palefaces in the white hoods in the woods (and cyberspace), please understand:

Before Ike beat Tina, the man was busy pioneering rock'n'roll (and while Ike was beating Tina, she somehow found the strength to pioneer rock'n'roll, too).

Public Enemy was the first def metal band.

DMX is one of the greatest rock'n'roll front men ever.

In 2005, TV on the Radio are on the TV and the radio (so tune in).

Missy Elliott, you cant even label the sister, but she's rock'n'roll.

When you look in the mirror expect to see a black rock star - corny as that sounds. When you look into your own eyes, you should recall the heritage, the legacy, the suffering, and the love that went into bringing you here. Bloody, cotton-picking hands would go on to create the most resonant, beautiful tones that you'll ever feel. Bloody fingers and fretting chords bellowing out to our gods.

It was all we had. You are a continuation of that. Recognize. Can't nobody take that away from you, baby. Feel free to bang you head - even with that wack do-rag on.

- Sacha Jenkins

* I apologize to anyone who is offended. If you are offended, then GET OFF MY FRIENDS LIST. There is no need to be offended, it really IS NOT that serious