I was looking at my "banned list" of all the people I've unadded over the 2 years I've had this livejournal. I started clicking around and noticed most of these people STILL have me added as a friend, so I'm just just going to assume my name still comes up in their friends pages....

SO IF YOU ARE ON THIS LIST, JUST UNADD ME OK? MAYBE THE BOLD, HUGE TEXT WILL CATCH YOUR ATTENTION

vickionline
nemjersatyr
therealjackie
blink182buddha
isie
rogues49
xmas_n_hollis
acceptance
kn1ght5ofn1
birdboys
unicornonthecob
mindlessoreo
24_hr_party_ppl
avioletmermaid
pill
call_me_pansy
bill_kush
adams_beauty
5__kate__5
sircouture
br0ken_hearts_x
olive_____face
saltyliquorice
crazyscene
lilahbuffington
kirschblume
xokissandtellxo
trohmaniaaaa
__oohhsnap
xxxdracarys
irideshortbus
jetsetxheart
cocoacamera
sorealithurts
maroonraven
mypenguincanfly
andnightsgrow
thespooklight
subtractingcody
snowandcement
xmangoes
jamcake
jyozeckky
blackoutmemoryx
thatbrokensound
seedsandstars
cashmoooney
sharkteef
sunxkissed410
arlixantic
choke_on_drama
beyourcusack
cobrah
thewentz
angelfeather21
kinky_as_shittt
deathbydarling
retro_xmusiic
lolyouhavecrabs
vivalawhitegrl
metallicalyssa
vegasonacid24_7
nevertoldalie
appleeeshampoo
missbtw
darlingbones
xoc4r3b34rxo

I dont remember who half these people are tbh lol

Either I unadded you because of past friends cuts/you added me without commenting on the friends page/I just didnt like you/abandoned journals/etc. I'm not adding anyone back, sorry.

BTW - you are technically "banned from commenting in this journal," meaning I did that to knock my name off your friends list...but LJ doesnt do that anymore :( You can comment anonymous on this entry if you really want to bitch me out or something

http://community.livejournal.com/clandestineplot/9409.html
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LOL SORRY BOOS!

angelfeather21
birdboys
deathbydarling
heartina_cage
jamcake
letsgoturbo
maroonraven
meteoroid
success
acceptance
saltyliquorice
stoicsweetmint
vivalawhitegrl

Basically, if you were on the list and didnt comment here, I cut you. If you want back on, why? lol either you never commented, havent heard from you in a while, or just disappeared completely. I mean, I'll add you back, its no big deal, just wondering. If you dont care, take me off your list. And when I mean "take me off your list," physically go to your "Edit Friends" page and unclick my username.

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!

For whatever reason, you all think I'm this huge bitch "with a bad attitude."

Its probably true, if I do not like you. I'm not the type of person to just be nice to you just because. If I don't like you, I'll make sure to tell you. This is the internet and I'm not afraid of you. I won't be a pussy and do it anonymous, I will be logged in (unlike some of you).

( Since this person is probably on my f-list.... )

And for the lurkers who aren't assholes, I don't have a problem with you lurking. Why you want to lurk me of all people, I will never know. I'm not e-famous, I don't know any famous people, and I'm not even very interesting.

So now that its Winter break, i have time to catch up with reading the magazines i'm subscribed to.

So I open up my VIBE magazine (with Luther Vandross on the cover) and get to page142. This article spoke to me on so many different levels. To put it easily, it was about black people and their relation to punk rock music and this dude James Spooner. He made a indie film AFRO-PUNK and the article was talking about his relationship with punk rock as a black man and all the racism he gets from it (from traditional punk rock kids and black people who don't get it). The article is a few pages long, so I wont type out the whole thing. But i think everyone should read it. VIBE magazine December 2005 issue. It perfectly describes how I feel about my relationship with rock music.

But then I get to this little column in the James Spooner article. I WILL type this out because it is 100% me. Hopefully, you will take the time out of your schedules to click on the lj cut

Oh, and you don't have to be black to identify with the article.

( Come as you are )